February 21st, 2012
It is nice to know that I have good friends, but this thing where people getting asking me how am I or if I am okay is starting to get on my nervous. I don’t like to constantly be reminded of why I might not be okay. Don’t people understand I fight every second to not think about it. It is still hard seeing them together, but it is nice that he is a least considerate enough to tone it down in front of me, because he doesn’t have to if he didn’t want to. I went running again today, it is nice to be by myself for awhile and be thoughtless. I have an entire paper to write tonight, so I guess that is good, it will provide me with a little distraction.