The Life I made and making

There are a lot of things in my life that I’ve done wrong, decisions recklessly made, paths I thought I was in the right direction, things I have regret, people I hurt, disregard and ignored, love that I have not returned, love I wasted, questioned and denied, friendship I lost, pushed and forgotten, those hate, mistrust, anger and grudges I felt, those envy thoughts and jealousy, the bad things I’ve done, those despicable attempt,thoughts and actions I made, all those cruelty and being a snob, all those hurtful words I’ve said, all those spoiled actions, the laziness, selfishness and greed, all those loneliness and sadness, those pain I have inflicted, all those doubts, worries and fears, all those forgiveness I didn’t accept, all those feeling whatever it is I have kept, those proud gestures, hypocrisy and arrogance, my lack of faith, the hopelessness, worthlessness I felt for myself, and those nonresistance to temptation at times, all those lies and deception I created, those wrong judgement I made to others and all the other guilt and wickedness I failed to mention; despite of this things, I was loved and cared for with more than I was deserved. That is why I still was lucky to live a life like this. Somethings might be too late and a lot of things could not be undone, most of the things should be change but it won’t be fast and easy, but somethings should also be left as it is and learned to accept to move on. 

I may not be fully satisfied of how my life had been, I may have questioned myself sometimes about how I live my life. All this dilemmas I face. All this things, Everything. This… Is the life I made and making… 

I may had been down and depressed but I’m trying to hold on, I won’t let go to His Mighty Hands, I won’t try… I’ll try to do my best but I won’t promise… Because I know there are times I might waver, there are times I might feel giving up. But still I continue to believe He will be there to carry me before I do, even catch me if I’m almost falling and even rescue me if I already did. 
I might not be strong and patient enough right know to endure, but I believe this plans He made for my life is filled with such wonder and beauty. 
But just like a wide puzzle, I need to put it together correctly and find the missing pieces, I just need to be strong and patient to endure. And if I can’t find it after so long or get lost along its way, I know He will help me find the way; and if I put the wrong pieces together, I know he will lend me a hand to help. And later I know I will finish my own puzzle and see how God want’s me to be. 
God will always be there no matter what our imperfections… God will never let go!

Be Mature

Maturity is the way we respond appropriately to a given situation or towards things. It does not justify the age. You cannot say that just because a person is older than you meaning that person is more matured than you. In fact now a days, we can see that those people are the ones who need to learn how to be matured. That’s why maturity is also a process. It’s not instant. There are stages that a person have to go through in order to be matured individual.

Maturity does not only show physically, mentally, emotionaly but also spiritually. In order for us to grow spiritually we need to train ourselves for righteousness. We need to stop staying on our comfort zone and to move forward. We need to long for spiritual milk and not just to solid food.

When we understand the Word of God and have a constant quiet time with Him and being able to relate or share the good news to other people, it helps us to train ourselves for righteousness. It helps us to stop being selfish and self-centered. And it stops us from loving the temporary things and the sinful world that we are living in now.

So if you are claiming that you already a matured individual. Make sure that it can see from how you behave and also your actions because if not, you are not only lying to yourself but also to other people and to God.

Matthew 6:33 “But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness and all things will be given to you”

Wishin' Impossible

A man was driving on along the California coast when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, God said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The man pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can drive over anytime I want." God said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. Of course I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind."

The man thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women. I want to know how a woman feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment,why she cries,what she means when she says nothing' wrong, and how I can make a woman truly happy". God replied, "You want two lanes or four on that bridge?".

Whose Hue?

The British Royal Automobile Club came up with a list of what a car's color says about  its owner. Here is what your vehicle is telling people about you:

BLACK: You're ambitious and status-seeking.

GREEN: You're very traditional and an elitist.

BLUE: You're a team player and  very sociable.

WHITE: You're aloof,dutiful and methodical.

GREY: You're understated and cautious.

SILVER: You have a sense of style but you can be pompous.

RED: You're outgoing,impulsive and easily bored.

Task Test

Effective Multi-Tasker?

Still thinks you're an effective multi-tasker? Try this simple test:

Time yourself as you create two separate lists of the letters of the alphabet and the numbers one to 26. First, alternate between the two sets of characters: A,1,B,2,C,3 and so on. Second, write out all the letters, then all the numbers.

Mos t people who complete this exercise find that  switching between the numbers and letters takes nearly twice as long- and their work is more likely to be riddled with errors- than set of characters at a time.

Wants vs. Needs

I command Rachel Sullivan on her article,"Human Buyology"(DECEMBER 2011). However, I am not convinced that we are powerless to resist the psychological forces at work to make us part with our hard-earned cash. Before we reach for our wallets, it helps to ask ourselves, "Do I really need this or do I just want this?".

Eating your Phil

My friend, a plasterer by trade, had been working in a large private house for two days without being offered so much as a cup of tea. But his luck changed on the third day when the lady of the house called out from the kitchen "Philip, there's a cup of tea and sandwich on the table for you. I have  to go out for a while". My friend finished his job,went into the kitchen and started munching. All of the sudden, he found himself  face to face with astonished young son son of the house,peering at him from the doorway. "Is your name Philip?" he asked. My friend nodded. "So's mine".

TILL WE MEET AGAIN

I'm alone in the dark
waiting for a star to ask
How I wish I could take back
All the things I lack
I'm dreaming of sunshine in heaven
Hoping that all my faults be forgiven
But I have to pause dreaming
Cause I have to stop from leaving
Our promise is to stay forever
Hand in hand we'll be together
Whatever happens you'll be there
Every time, everyday, anywhere.
Without knowing you leave me with spare
I can't help but cry cause it's unfair
My heartache led me in vain
Deep inside my heart I endured the pain
And one day I finally discovered
There's somebody else to whom you offered
Your love and attention is truly centered
Your heart and soul to whom you rendered
And now I have these regrets,
I want you to come back
But there is no way else
Just to stand-alone for your happiness
I hope that someday you'll come back
And give you heart again
To utter till death do us part
And you'll never break my heart
For I always love you
Let me whisper before you go
My love, goodbye for now
'Till we meet again,
someday, somehow.

Kat